Wednesdays with Jillene: the weight of “un-forgiveness”

See that orange backpack? Just your common drawstring backpack in so many ways, and yet... not quite. During the day we've been filling that  backpack with rocks. Sometimes we add one at a time, others a whole handful. Why? Because, for today, those rocks represent our hurt, anger, frustration, sadness, and disappointment. And today we've … Continue reading Wednesdays with Jillene: the weight of “un-forgiveness”

Wednesdays with Jillene (Special Mother’s Day Edition): surprised by thankfulness 

So... here I am, awake in the middle of the night again, when I encounter something unexpected. Somewhere in the 1:30-2:15 range of time, to be honest, I was too tired to pay attention to the exact time, the baby started to wake up. I found myself thinking that I wish it was normal and … Continue reading Wednesdays with Jillene (Special Mother’s Day Edition): surprised by thankfulness 

Wednesdays with Jillene: ground beneath my feet gives way

You've probably heard it said that you shouldn't pray for patience. There’s a common saying among Christians: “Don’t pray for God to teach you patience–you won’t like what he’ll put you through to learn it!” If we took that kind of advice we'd find MANY things for which we shouldn't pray. Good thing we're usually no … Continue reading Wednesdays with Jillene: ground beneath my feet gives way